#angrykidney Sept 4 ❤️💪

 

Dear diary to whom it may concern 

Dear diary to whom it may concern.  

My kidney function is worse went up higher 🥺🥺🥺🥺🙏😭 if it's in 300 or more they will have me addmited. It they think it's my new Heart medication. That makes it angry. 😤 both of those lines Meens worse green means good and safe 

She thinks it's the new meds. So she says stop taking that go back for labs Friday morning she says right now no driving at all !!!   In 4 weeks I go back for Echo gram.   That will determine if it's helping or making it worse 😭😭😭😭😔   Sorry friends im venting today

My cardiologist really was stern about not driving anymore until my heart gets stronger 💪  again. I was very angry about this ice being felt good and strong 💪 so taking away my freedom is so hard im always home even though I do walks its not the same!  The only places I go is to church and to hospital appointments. Lately I've been slipping into depression and really frustrated 😫.  

I know Jesus will carry me through another chapter when door closes a new one opens right!? 

The cardiologist talked about the care team for chronic illness counseling I'm okay with that! 

Nurse Anne took me off of Entresto for the week and go doe labs tomorrow. Friday. Early 🕒!!! 

I've done everything right this week and lots of workouts with my bands!   So lately ice just been crying alot holding it all in for two years!!    Feeling with mom's grief with was last Wednesday  2 years now!    Popsi was yesterday  3 years ago!  Popsi was my father-in-law who gave me away at our wedding 💍.    11 years ago! Wow hard to believe!! Rob is wonderful working hard driving at night 350 hours each day.   Driving “   

Chronic illness I know I'm not the only one I pray for all of us that deal with this!   But. Don't give up!  God encouraged me today with this scripture I want to share with you! 

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Proverbs 3:26, in the New King James Version, states: "For the LORD will be your confidence, and will keep your foot from being caught". This verse encourages trust in God as the source of true security, offering confidence and protection from harm, especially during difficult or unpredictable times, by keeping people from "snares" or traps, both literal and spiritual. 

Last Tuesday.   This hit home sometimes God takes things away from us because he has a better plan!!!

I just ask for prayers with closing my driving 🚦 chapter. I am hopeful I can drive later on my heart needs to be at 50 %  like it was before I had covid.  

Taking my own advice if you have a chronic illness and your. Home a lot ask pray that God will show you what you can do!!!        I started kids praising Jesus videos kids time and im gonna start reading 📖  short Bible stories on line!!  Kids corner time!

 

 Enough about me what can I pray for you about please leave me a comment below!! Say hi to me and tell me where you're from   Fall is finally here my fave season to see Gods beauty!